hello apollo, where should i begin?

what a strange little film im watching!

my todd is in derby after a day at the skatepark, i wish he got pictures, i first fancied him when i saw him riding, that was years ago though when he had short hair and i was only 14 or something. its our anniversary soon, 29th November, a whole year and i have never been so truly madly and deeply happy with one man that i wouldnt think about looking at another. this is love, now i know. then almost a week after we are going to disneyland paris for 4 days to celebrate my 20th birthday, i am super excited its going to be so magical

so pretty, especially as were going during the christmas festivities! then we are back for a day and then its my birthday. i have got a super pretty dress and todd has bought me a super pretty faux fur to keep me warm :) we are going to frankie and bennys with a few people i can honestly say i have deep respect and care for, theres 14 of us and im so excited, afterwards were going out for drinks and i will probably be sick and todd will have to take me home but i dont have work and i know hell look after me. after that its my mummys birthday so i will be super nice to her all day. then not long after it is christmas, which i am particularly excited about because last year todd was the first boy to come home with me and sleep in my bed and i woke up with him christmas morning, he was the best christmas present ever, better than anything ever, he said he never wants to wake up without me on christmas ever again. we hadnt been together long and my dad didnt approve of boys staying but he let todd stay. my parents really love him too which is brilliant, i think they can tell how happy i am with him! also i love his parents they are so good to me! anyway enough jibberjabber ♥